I'm pretty sure I had. Anyways, I have my excuse for not updating this blog so frequently - I'm studying for exams and by all means, if I don't update this blog, then that means I'm really studying...for real. I think this will be the first time I update my blog during the day, I don't know what happened to me, okay! Let's just say I want to get some of my dreams out of my head so I can start focusing on studying again.

Now referring back to the title of this post, I'm pretty sure I've told you some of my weird and absurd dreams that I could remember. I want to tell you guys about this dream I had around 2 or 3 nights ago. I've been sleeping at 5 am and I think that kind of ruined my circadian clock and my dreams as well, they got even more and more absurd. The one dream that I want to tell you is about me getting married. Not absurd enough? Fair enough.

Let me tell you one thing about me - I'm terrified by marriages.

No, I'm not afraid of commitment or long-term relationship, I'm just afraid of marriages, at least right now. I'm still 20, I'm still young (that's what I'd like to think lol), and I honestly don't understand why some of my friends already got married at this age, like around 20 or 21 years old. There's nothing wrong with it, of course, it's just not for me, I suppose. I'm pretty sure I'll get married someday, but I'd love to wait about 6 or 8 years until then. I'm not a big fan of attending weddings anyway. So this dream REALLY freaked me out.

The thing was, I got married in BRISBANE (because I remember the surroundings were more like Brisbane than Jakarta) to this guy that I could not even remember his name or his face, all I know is that he was pretty tall and he had dark hair. I wasn't even sure if he was Indonesian. All of my friends were there at the wedding, there was also a wedding after party at my friend's house, which turned out to be HUGE. The thing was, even though all of my friends were there, my parents were nowhere to be seen. More like scary than freaky. And then there was one of my lecturers back in University of Indonesia who showed up and she turned out to be my husband's ex-girlfriend and she sort of confronted me, saying that she detested our wedding. Awkward.

It may sound like a pretty normal dream, but trust me, it was more absurd and awkward to me than you can imagine. I know it was just a dream, but still, I have this slight fear that it was going to happen for real. Who knows?

My other dream last night was so...absurd I couldn't even comprehend what was going on. I was hanging out at this photography studio throughout the dream, with this one girl (supposedly I remember her, but now I completely forgot about her...I think she is one of my friends...), one guy who was the owner of the studio and the photographer (he had this huge tattoo on one of his arms), which I had no idea who he was, and another guy who worked at the studio, I also didn't recognise him. What happened next in the studio was rated 18+ so I'll just keep it to myself, but then this girl and I went to pick up something in that studio and we end up finding a HUGE dungeon underneath with this orange-reddish-coloured dragon.

Say whattttttt.....???

What a weird and crappy ending. Pshh. Anyways, I just wanted to spill this out of my head so I can concentrate on studying. Wish me luck with my exams, guys! :)

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